Make it one for my baby, and one more for the road..

Happy Spring. So, I'm at Starbucks (absolute hipster style). Had to escape from the apartment because I need new carpets, yes, just a week in. Huge flood Sunday (kind of reminiscent to my life) and everything had to be torn up. So they are putting new ones in currently. I dropped puppy off to be groomed.. and now I'm trying to get through my homework, but apparently my ADD has kicked in and I'm doing everything but. Jogged my first 5k this Sunday for my beloved Debbi, and I was in the middle of an asthma flare up for a few days prior, so I was pretty excited when I didn't have to stop & I completed it in 35 minutes! So, on this apartment thing.. I can't believe it still. I have my place, my zen garden, that I have always wanted. Not that I planned, or expected this life change, but I'm learning to accept it everyday a little more and more. I'll end this on this note..life's not always what you expected, but take the bag you've been give, and rock the hell out of it! Cheers.

Starting Anew

So, today I start fresh (well, sort of). I move into my very own apartment, with my puppy of course. I'm alone, I'm scared, excited, confused, angry.. just moving along through them all. Sold the most valuable belonging to me yesterday. Even though some people don't agree with me, but a divorce is a death. It kills you inside, whether it was good or bad. Whether it was for the best or not. I do, still through it all, believe things happen for a reason. So let's see where this takes me.. I'm ready.

Where's the exit sign?

Can anyone tell me? Do you ever just look around and think.. how the hell did I get here and how the hell can I get out? I try to articulate the best way I can. I'm not perfect, nor have I EVER claimed to be. I have people come in and out of my life.. some I wonder where they went? Guess it's just another day. Definitely loner status.